Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Lost

Nightmare keep disrupting my sleep
They make me wake up and weep
Its been years , but still it stings
And I am now a puppet who lost his strings
Losing count of days and knights
Wishing I had a party of golden knights
To bring my angel back to my side
To die again in her eyes, bright and wide.

Monday, September 06, 2010

not decided on a title yet :(

Alone I stand among the dead,

Single survivor of the army I once led,

What went wrong, when it came

The end of my time, its end game .

Finally my journey ends here

Without her to hold me near

Years wasted for a fruitless search

Still she is out of my reach.

Fires still rage on the black peak

Fueled by the blood of both bold and meek

On top of it all she lives alone,

Inside the tower made of black stone.

I hear their cries, the clash of steel

Her minions closing in for their next meal

I feel the cold biting breeze

Causing all my senses to freeze

There she was, my lovely Ice Queen

Still like an angel, how long has it been

Her once lovely eyes are no more

Only crystals, frozen to the core.

A smile plays on her lips

Fills me with a familiar feeling of bliss

Her voice tears into my heart, sharper than a lance

Against that, I never stood a chance.

Words flowed into my near deaf ears

“Oh dear Ralph, it has been years

Have you come to carry me away?

Or is my life still in your way? “

Gathering my last breath I yell

With a voice that could be heard till hell

“It’s time for you to sleep dear,

And I will end my life here “.

Her cold voice shatters the silence

And her words confirmed that I lost my chance

“Why do you do this to me ?

Why can’t you just let me be ?

Times have changes, so did I

It’s time my dear, to say goodbye.

There was a time when I waited for a day

When you would come to take me away

Not any more love, your time is past

Here in these lands you will breathe your last. “

As I close my tired eyes,

All I see is her face wreathed in ice

Farther down into darkness I fall

Bouncing around like a lifeless doll

My heart burning with her last few words

“Oh but I still love you among all the lords”

A single teardrop falls on my scarred chest

At last I smile, perhaps it was all for the best.

Random Thoughts

for a sight, a touch and a smile
my journey still lasts many a mile
was it worth leaving my sanity ?
to cater to whims of my vanity
days grow cold, nights are colder
me n death walk shoulder to shoulder
guilt and desire pushes me forward
while my heart hides like a coward
dreadful darkness seeps from the void
condemning us to a fate we can't avoid.
She comes to me in my dreams
But still she seems so far away
For as long as the soul music goes on
This dance of ours will be going on.

Sunday, August 08, 2010

maybe.........just maybe

I'd stay the hand of god, but the war is on your lips
How can I brace myself for razor blades on whips
When everything with meaning is shattered, broken, screaming
And I'm lost inside this darkness and I fear I won't survive

I could pray and trick with a double tongue, but the only fool here's me
I choose the way to go, but the road won't set me free
Cos I wish you'd see me, baby, save me, I'm going crazy
Tryin' to keep us real, keep us alive

This day will die tonight and there ain't no exception
We shouldn't wait for nothing to wait for
Love me in this fable, babe, my heart is in your hand
Our time is waiting right outside your door
And maybe tomorrow is a better day

I do not deal the cards and I play a lousy hand
I celebrate no victories and my promises are sand
Against all this I contrast you, when all is lost the war is through
Hey angel, dare the winds now we can fly

This day will die tonight and there ain't no exception
Why should I wait for nothing to wait for
Let me love you in this fable, hold your heart in my hand
Our time is waiting right outside your door
And maybe tomorrow is a better day

This day will die tonight and there ain't no exception
Why should I wait for nothing to wait for
I won't cry for my solitude, lay my head and dream of you
And hope that you'll come knocking on my door
And maybe tomorrow is a better day
I know tomorrow is a better day
Courtesy
poets of the fall - Maybe tomorrow is a better day


well i sure hope so